May 23, 2011

out with the old?

everyone's heard that stupid saying; old with the old, in with the new. some people live by this, but what happens when you don't know if you can let the old go?

old clothes, old memories, old friends. how do you know when to let these go? when you forget about them? when something bigger and better comes into your life? but what if you can't? what if those clothes, memories, friends are too close to your heart and would be too hard to let go?

bad things happen. you outgrow your clothes, forget memories, and grow apart from friends. but if they really mean something to you, you wouldn't let any of those things go. that's my problem. i'm in a rut. old friends from your past that you've tried to forget about try coming back in your life and act like the fall out never happened. how do you move on from the drama of a friendship ending? try to forget about it and move on and try and be friends again? i wish it was that easy. and i really, really wish people wouldn't change their minds every two seconds about wanting to be friends or not. either be friends or not. do me a favor, make up your mind and stop confusing a girl.


May 17, 2011

i quit.

alright, i quit the whole 30 day challenge thing. i only started it (and my whole blog over for that matter) because i was upsetting people (a single person). i absolutely hate confrontation, so i just deleted everything.

but i've realized, this is where i can talk about anything i want and speak my mind without being judged and it being a big deal like it usually would be on facebook. so from now on, i'm going to write about what i want, whenever i want. and if you don't like that, then fuck off and stop freaking out about nothing and stop reading. BITCH.




May 9, 2011

day 8: a place i want to travel to.


any place that looks like this. like the virgin islands or something along those lines.


or orem, utah to visit my best fraand. either one would work for me.


May 7, 2011